And.... sigh... exhale... I'm doing it!

With a lot of things in life all sort of rrr well really happening at once, it's been some time since I have sat to write about what has been keeping me busy. New love, death, new work, new home, new starts, new newness... A couple months ago I posted about retiring from the business but I think I need to reiterate that I am sort of retired. What does this mean? Well, like playing music when I have the creative kinky bug I still want to shoot my own content. So that means updates on all my clips4sale stores:

www.c4s.com/23755 - MainStore - all things girl/girl, FemDom POV & anything in between
www.c4s.com/32409 - Merry Poppings
www.c4s.com/34318 - HairWorship

I closed the chapter from globe trotting Dominatrixing as well as mixed wrestling. But I will always need my girlfriend time in the future. I will always need solo camera time to reinvent the fetish wheel and be a sexy goofball.

See, the Dia part of me can never go away. It's always a part of my life. I simply allowed it to consume me which is a mixture of good and not so good. I feel like I'm rested and at the same time restless, which means having my avenue of creativity in conjunction of discovering that comfort of home and normalcy, I'm thinking I am going to find that balance. Did I confuse you? I think I just confused myself. As a model and performer I know I'm not the only one that can be caught up in the euphoria of the moment. (And when you land, compose yourself, well that's the moment of clarity pounding on your forehead saying..."hey! Be a girl and smell the damn roses!") Blogging what is and has been unfolding in my mind really is a conundrum but it's a part of growth.

I'm thankful and just happy 2012 brings the much needed calm and new avenues that really meet as one. What direction? Who knows. I'm sticking with the plan to do what's right. Not as often, you will see some of that shining thru my little clips and my little forum of a blog here.

And who new in Pittsburgh, I can still do all of that? In the upcoming clips releases, Dixie Comet and I had sploshing, FemDomme POV, roleplay wrestling & tease and denial. We didn't have a chance to play with balloons this time around but as we are quasi neighbors, I think we will have more time next month. I really appreciate our friendship and look forward to meeting more of the east coast kinksters this year!

I deleted most of my social networks aside from Twitter and Fetlife. I deleted most of my email accounts. So say hello on twitter and don't be a stranger. This vast gorgeous life we all have is influenced by who we allow to share it. Life is too short and I plan to just take each day the dorky way as well as create when it feels...mmm right!

xo
Dia